Thursday, August 12, 2010

I'm gonna find myself

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Hi everybody who read me...
I know it's been a long while again, (and again, and again, and again, and again, and again... I'm like the The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon... lol have you seen that video?)

I've been thinking about to delete this blog, what do you think? would you like to continue reading my silly posts, now and then, or you don't give a damn?
(I would like to know the truth, if you don't give a damn, say it!)

I'm doubtful... because on the one hand I would like to continue, but on the other, I'm tired of my unproductive life, I don't think I have something interesting to post... but I'm not going to start complaining, I'm tired of that too... I want to change, but it's so hard...

I would like to have a big willpower, to be a strong and determined person instead of being crouching, trying to hiding me from he world, full of fears that are making me lose my senses.

I just need to stand up, and look straight ahead.

Time flies... but I'm going to try it again, and again, and again, and again... like the Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon lol

Hola a todos los que me leen...

Sé que ha pasado tiempo otra vez, (y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez... Soy como el asesino horriblemente lento con el arma extremadamente ineficaz... lol habéis visto ese video?)

He estado pensando en borrar este blog ¿qué os parece? queréis seguir leyendo mis tonterías de entradas, de vez en cuando, o no os importa una mierda?
(Me gustaría saber la verdad, si no os importa un bledo, decidlo!)

Tengo dudas ... porque por un lado, me gustaría continuar, pero por el otro, estoy cansada de mi infructífera vida, no creo que tenga cosas interesantes que publicar...

Pero no voy a empezar a protestar, estoy cansada de eso también...
Quiero cambiar, pero es tan difícil...

Me gustaría tener una gran fuerza de voluntad, para ser una persona fuerte y decidida en lugar de estar agazapada, tratando de esconderme del mundo, llena de temores que me están haciendo perder el sentido.

Sólo tengo que pararme y mirar hacia delante.

El tiempo vuela... pero voy a intentarlo de nuevo, y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez.. como el asesino horriblemente lento con el arma extremadamente ineficaz lol

a todos los que no han visto el video al que me refiero:

to all of you who haven't seen the video that I'm refering to:

And I let you with some pics that shows the little things I'm doing these days... that's to say...

Y os dejo con algunas fotos que muestran las pequeñas cosas que estoy haciendo estos días... es decir...

eating yummy ice creams / comer deliciosos helados

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trying to get a suntan / intentando broncearme

do you think I look tanned? / creéis que se me ve bronceada?

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eating cupcakes

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hanging out with my friends... and drinking... I think this pic speaks for itself... lol

salir con mis amigos... y beber... Creo que esta foto habla por sí misma... jajaja

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Meanwhile I'm gonna to find myself, I say goodbye until the next week, I hope so!

Mientras tanto voy a encontrarme a mí mismo, me despido hasta la semana que viene, espero!


LaRastitaPresumida said...

Pues a mi si me gusta tu blog :)

Anonymous said...

I would like you to continue! Maybe you should think about what you like and make fewer but more species posts and then you see that your life is not unproductive!

Jessica Weingarten said...

Nice pictures :)


Kim Attacks said...

Sigue escribiendo, aunque sea de vez en cuando. Yo seguiré leyendo.

joven said...

beautiful blog..pls visit mine and be a follower.. thanks and God bless..

Ana said...

no lo borres!! me encanta tu blog y no son tonterias lo que escribes ;)
un besito grande
te sigo

Ana said...

ah y gracias por pasarte por el mio y escribir ;)

Louisa said...

Nice blog :))

*rachelwears said...

you are gorgeous and i love your tan!<3

Winnie's Wardrobe said...

of course you should continue.. if you dont know what to post about then you could always find inspiration from others and there blogs, thats what i do sometimes :)

xx Winnie

Alice said...

nice picture :)

Donna said...

hey there. I like to read your blog! i was thinking about deleting mine recently too, but decided not to. I have been going through some major changes (like leaving my husband for a girlfriend) crazy i know, and i have lost lots of friends. but there are a few special friends i know that still want to stay in my life. so i kept it for them. Anyway, i dont know you at all but i think you are interesting and look forward to reading more!

Spence. said...

I think you should continue! Even if you don't update often it's always nice to keep the blog to look back on and have the option to go back to :)

Romina Villordo said...

Me encaaaaaanta la primer foto :)

Le garçon avec les lunettes said...

This is amazing. It is also absolutely bizarre :-)

denise ❤ said...

hi there! nice blog!! You are so skinny haha! I'm skinny too! omg that Youtube video/short movie (The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon) was insane!!!! I watched it all and it was stupid but really awesome haha!!!

I don't think you should delete your blog, only so you can come back to it like others said, and read it! :)

"being crouching, trying to hiding me from he world, full of fears that are making me lose my senses."
Oh I feel the same way!! Right now and for the past months I feel very confused and afraid of taking the next step in life, and afraid of people and of working and facing life...! -.- That's why I commented now. I think we will find our own paths but it is so difficult when you have fears, right? I hate my fears. :( I feel unmotivated and afraid to do stuff, I also have insomnia lately.. hm..

if you want we can talk on Messenger about that, I would love to talk to someone who has the same issues.. :)

greetings from Greece.
- Denise